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            <title><![CDATA[Leaders and Ladders]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/f7fkhtooi9w9</link>
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            <pubDate>Wed, 20 May 2026 07:20:57 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[One of the paradoxes of life, is how even though I yearn to write... My right hand threatens to perish if I continue to use it. Perhaps human hands were not meant to be this efficient. 
Frankly part o…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Blessings]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/wtr4kkf79045</link>
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            <pubDate>Fri, 06 Mar 2026 02:52:56 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[Moments are precious because they are fated to end. 
Our love grows tenfold as we're forced to acknowledge and be grateful for it's end. 
I'm not the first to wish precious days can last on forever. A…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Naïveté]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/uhmxdzmk5edd</link>
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            <pubDate>Thu, 05 Feb 2026 05:55:47 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[Being "good" is a lot more complex than I originally thought. 
Of course I knew problems could not be solved easily, nor do we want them to be easy to solve... As what we often believe to be the solut…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[To be or not to be]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/r9e45s8x4sfd</link>
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            <pubDate>Fri, 26 Dec 2025 05:05:59 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[What surprising bravery being alive needs. For something as simple as treading on in life, drowned by the worries and noise our minds get high on. 
To say "I am here" requires a courage as vibrant as …]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Gifts]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/d99i307o0od1</link>
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            <pubDate>Fri, 05 Dec 2025 04:15:13 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[This one's a bit too special to be spoken outloud, but it's precisely so that I wish to share it. 
I used to see my differences as a burden. A cruel mockery of the heart who wished to connect and stop…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Perspective ]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/nxaaverht06k</link>
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            <pubDate>Tue, 04 Nov 2025 06:32:04 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[Reality cannot be trusted from my eyes. The light I glimmer cannot be perceived as I have taken my glow for granted. 
I thought I had gotten better at it. I've had the benefit of growth and the room t…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Inevitable]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/ea5v3eano0md</link>
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            <pubDate>Fri, 31 Oct 2025 14:42:52 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[I'm haunted by the idea that we could be anything, but we chose to be someone. 
Someone defined by our pains, our joys, our passions, our fears. 
These are the core in the human experience, what we of…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Vulnerable]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/ct1msi2zb4d3</link>
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            <pubDate>Thu, 16 Oct 2025 08:25:28 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[Why do we grow? Is it a happy consequence of awareness? A perfectly orchestrated symphony? A story yet to be told? 
My stomach churns at the possibilities. The idea that I could mean so much scares me…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Arrogance]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/teabnswvfn29</link>
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            <pubDate>Sun, 14 Sep 2025 06:59:18 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[Why do we pressure ourselves? 
While in this new journey at work I feel the need to stab my guts and let my memory be one of carmine stains in the corporate world, as I've allowed my spirit to be shac…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Beauty, Grief & Growth]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/1fwdt794xxh0</link>
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            <pubDate>Mon, 01 Sep 2025 07:40:50 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[One day I figured out that we tend to be built by our worst moments. Most often, we are aware we are making an act that may have found resistance, and I don't mean people openly disagreeing with our a…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Dread]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/zkvwhwwo2r10</link>
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            <pubDate>Fri, 29 Aug 2025 06:29:28 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[Today is the first year that I'm conscious of this dread creeping up on my skin. My stomach churns and air seems to coagulate inside my throat... I can't breathe. 
I can only wonder if I'm too harsh o…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Living]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/mcsbx215d7ni</link>
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            <pubDate>Sun, 24 Aug 2025 22:10:08 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[I've been living through my worst weeks recently, I've not suffered a particular loss or a life changing event.... I've been simply unable to handle the dissapointments of life with the bravado I used…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Talent]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/u85r2ndeao4f</link>
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            <pubDate>Sat, 26 Apr 2025 04:02:29 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[Whenever I'm feeling lost and pressured, I often listen to HadesTown and Hamilton. I wouldn't say I'm a theater fan, I know very little about it.... but I'm still grateful an old friend introduced me …]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Good Person]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/4zom1f5h8dk8</link>
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            <pubDate>Sun, 16 Mar 2025 07:38:29 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[(By the way these images are not even edited, the flowers just looked that vibrant!!) 
What makes a person good? Is it the amount of people they can make smile? Is it the type of people they help? Is …]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[A Dream worth fighting for... ]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/n2nfwkck6euf</link>
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            <pubDate>Mon, 10 Mar 2025 06:26:45 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[Back in high-school I remember my teacher going on about how goals are important and you should be able to visualise your life in 5 years. 
I never saw the point of the exercise, excusing life's const…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Empathy]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/1kvrk84105w9</link>
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            <pubDate>Tue, 25 Feb 2025 02:34:48 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[Hello, it's me again
I know I said I'd write this daily to celebrate myself, and I definitely should!! But I live my life so calmly I do run out of things I feel are valuable to speak about. 
Though i…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Sick days]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/txb37cw0swis</link>
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            <pubDate>Sun, 09 Feb 2025 06:28:27 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[I think I've suppressed most of my childhood away... Being the strict perfectionist I am, I refused to make space in my life for the moments that did not impact me or failed to make me happy. 
I've be…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Borrowed Time]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/6tuxnr3h368t</link>
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            <pubDate>Thu, 06 Feb 2025 05:31:25 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[How strange it is to think about the passage of time. That everything is and isn't at the same time. That we're all lucky to be here and yet we curse each other's existence by limiting ourselves to be…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Investments]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/u0208nua5t3m</link>
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            <pubDate>Mon, 03 Feb 2025 18:03:10 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[Appereantly I have to get really good at selling my life as a story, so allow me to do a little practice here. I wonder if this fear is something to overcome, or something keeping me safe.... I think …]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Light Everlasting ]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/zazwme8zt56e</link>
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            <pubDate>Sun, 02 Feb 2025 04:43:49 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[Not too long ago I remember being utterly aghast at how many referred and treated Trumpetas as "President" right after he had won the elections but before he had taken office. 
I thought, perhaps they…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Vulnerable Love]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/6fer3zezmumi</link>
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            <pubDate>Sat, 01 Feb 2025 14:34:48 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[I have been born with the bounty of love, I will always be grateful to have known the warmth and beauty of love even if I'm my hands hold it clumsily. 
But I myself have never fallen in love with anot…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Normalcy]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/duwx0cbthefb</link>
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            <pubDate>Fri, 31 Jan 2025 13:21:12 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[I'm glad I wrote my piece yesterday. It may not solve the problems that haunt me, but... I've felt a peace unlike anything I've known. 
As if my heart and mine felt seen and understood the harmful eff…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Commitment]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/m761xhfvzwew</link>
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            <pubDate>Thu, 30 Jan 2025 02:23:10 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[Close to a month has it been since I last logged something. As the one person who trust myself the last, I find ways to keep proving my own incompetence and weakness calling it a reality, dismissing m…]]></description>
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            <title><![CDATA[Why do we act? ]]></title>
            <link>https://sizu.me/maripe7017/posts/52vkaxek234d</link>
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            <pubDate>Tue, 31 Dec 2024 19:27:38 GMT</pubDate>
            <description><![CDATA[Hours before the new year begins my mind continues to try and convince me there is no point to anything done, therefore why even act? 
It is a cruel, ugly thought and it haunts me every time I lack th…]]></description>
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