矛盾を抱えている状態を許すこと/ My life with contradictions; it's okay.

sana
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人は矛盾を抱えながら生きていくもので、別に完ぺきでいないといけないわけでもないし、完ぺきでいられるわけでも無いのだけど、自分の中で何かそこが許せないみたいな感覚が発動されるタイミングがたまにあるね私?それってちょっと疲れる。それらを受容してうまく落としどころを見つけることがもう少し私に必要だと思う。

We live our lives filled with contradictions. And we don’t have to be perfect, and cannot be perfect. I know it, but sometimes I feel I’m not enough and cannot accept that fact. However, I realize I've been tired of it by myself. I need to try to accept it and find a way to make myself as comfortable as possible, even if it's not perfect. That's totally okay.

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